Do I have an image to keep?
No, not necessarily. In your business, you have to keep an image, there is no secret in that.
I felt my mind blowing. Emotionally, I am okay but I feel like I am reaching my physical limits.
So many works to do, waking up early. Working full time and balancing a side project.
I will not share this for everyone for pity, but I need to share it anyway.
I am not strong, I am much more sensitive than most people.
I think that goes for my physics too.
I can feel myself draining.
I need a rest.
I have to ask for an early break.
I can't concentrate and I get irritated easily.
Do I need to stay for work?
It's the responsibilities that worries me. Are there too much work for me to leave.
I don't know.
I need to calm down.
I need air.
I want to be free and I try my best to have my side business running, then I can quit my 9-5 job.
I don't hate it, I just need some air is all.
I will go home and sleep this off.
Sometimes you gotta let go of yourself.
I hate them, I don't hate them.
I don't hate myself for trying to be polite and ask them to keep it.
I am not sure.
I don't need to be liked.