So I'm freaking out right now...I have no job, no money, a few belongings and I'm living with my boyfriend because my family will not allow me to move back in with them...
I have to pay the bank around $400 from overdraft fees and late fees...And I have to pay a $200 phone bill of three months.
Right now I'm feeling worthless and dejected. I can't find a job anywhere because of my age (too young), or because I don't have the right "look".
Ugh! I am so tired of it all. The only thing that seems to be holding me together is my boyfriend.
He assures me that everything is going to be alright, but he doesn't understand the stress I'm under.
He gets all of his bills paid for by his family, and I can only support myself.
As frustrated as I am by all of this...I still love him. Grr....
Well people, please pray for me so that I may get a job and start to get back on my feet??
It is a harsh harsh world right now.
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I don't want to be harsh but your boyfriend isn't helping your situation. You sound like you're probably in your 20s so I speak from experience...he is going to bring you down. You need to be around emotionally supportive people, not some spoiled little boy who let's mommy and daddy pay for everything. Do you really want to be with someone who isn't man enough to pay his own bills? For now try just getting a part-time job, it may lead to something else and it will make you feel better about yourself. I wish you much luck.
I disagree. We don't know enough about the boyfriend. Sounds like he could be a positive influence. He's providing the two most basic needs of shelter and companionship at the very least. But again, I don't know enough to judge.
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