Door

Ok, so I'm in the door now. Now what? I want this new job. What's taking them so long? I'm fed up of my actual job. When will they call me for an interview? Doing all the positive thinking I can do. Doing it like explained in The Secret. Pretending the job is already mine. Thank you for giving me this new position. So call me now ok?

Diary

I was waiting for a door to open. Today it did and I didn't hesitate to jump in.
It will work out. :)

Continuation

We were together again. I was so happy. And it fell down. Like London bridge, it was not strong enough. It was like clay, it washed away. It was like Iron and steal, it rusted away. It was like Silver and gold, it got stolen away. I'm so sorry. Blame me, it's my fault. Don't Hurt yourself anymore. I can't bear it. Let me bear the scars. You have to many. Please.

Work Sucks

I didn't go to work today. I just wanted a day off. I don't feel like going tomorrow either but I'll go anyway. My job does not do any real good to this earth. We just manufacture stuff that humanity could go without or with much less.

Don't know what else to do. I wish I could make a difference in the world.